Monday, June 27, 2011

My days in Cafe Felice...

Its a coffee shop in "The Landing" mall in Renton. Almost all the days I come here. Love this place as it is big and is mostly quiet. Feels good to spend time here... The net is free which helps me write my blogs, watch movies, browse... Its nearby to the road side, so I can look at the cloudy sky and the people who walk by the road side. If it is morning, one can find old women coming in. They spend time here laughing and joking with each other. A lot of people who work out with me in LA fitness come here. The after noons are usually calm with very few people coming in and moving out. Most of them who visit that time are the businessmen who talk about their strategy and stuff... Then is the early evening time, where we get to see these school children come here and sit together to do their home works. I cannot stop smiling at their loud conversations. Most of the girls' topic would be about hair/boys/party. Boys speak only about girls. Oh yeah sometimes also about the transformers movie and latest play stations or something... Its fun to see them do their math. There would be one person who is sincere. He/she would finish and others learn from him/her. They would leave in an hour or so. A lot of people come around 5-6 types. Evenings are usually good time to see many people coming in and have loud conversations. I stay long only during the days when there is a meet-up of "socrates cafe", which is on 1st and 3rd Monday. I love to speak about philosophy and I could just go on forever like that... So I joined this group. Its fun! The shop closes by 9 P.M. Some times its kept opened just for the meet-up. And the best part is the Chai Latte that I order here... Each sip makes you feel fresh! So, thats how my days are running... Here is a pic that I took in Cafe Felice :)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

The blogger in me...

Yes! She is awake...

Finally I started blogging again... Here I am patting my shoulders myself saying "singam ezhudhuruchu"(meaning tiger has woken up)... So what made me write again is the question that I asked myself... "Madhu when bored can do just do 2 things 1.Stare at the ceiling lost in thoughts or 2.Write her dairy!" Well this time a change in the 2nd option... Instead I chose to write here...

To all those people who are eagerly waiting to know what I am going to pen down, please read this one clear instruction - I am planning to take you to my world where I rule - here I might speak truth or might speak your mind, I might crap or might make sense, I might be polite or might talk in your tone... So just hold on to your seats to read all my blogs which gives you a right to know what's happening in my side of the world!!!

See ya until next post!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Chithirai Thirunaal Nalvaazhthugal!

Found this while surfing... Very interesting




To read the article use the link: http://vedicarcheologicaldiscoveries.wordpress.com/2008/04/10/tamil-brahmi-script-found-in-egypt/

Online Tamil FM

Use the link:

http://www.ibollytv.com/iradio.php

Enjoy! :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

The most important person in my life

I hate her when she never understands me!
I love her when I realize that she is the only person trying to do that!

I hate her when she demands explanation for every single word I say.
I love her coz I know that she is the only person listening to each of it.

I hate her when she tries to teach me things.
I love her coz I would never have known so much if it was not for her.

I hate her when she makes me loose temper and shout at her.
I love her, coz she is the only person who is silent when I do that.

I hate her when she boasts that I am ‘best’ in everything, to everyone.
I love her coz I know, no one would even bother telling that about me.

I hate her when she cries when I tell her that I wrote a poem about her.
I love her coz I know she would proudly distribute it to all her friends no matter how horrible it is!

I love her more than anything in my life.
The words 'I hate her' should be preceded with 'My ego says' which would be more appropriate!

Ma… I love you! :)

For you girls - My best pals!

You give your hand when I am falling
You give faith when I lose hope
You give confidence when I get shattered
You give love when I am being cheated

You teach how to be gentle when I act rough
You teach me nuances when I see it straight
You teach neatness when I am untidy
You teach how to be strong when I feel powerless

You help me find who I am when I am lost
You help me find solution when I stand clueless
You help me stay calm on a restless day
You help me accept my mistakes with dignity

You stand by me when I am about to experiment
You stand for me when I do it wrong
You stand with me when I am in need of you
You stand in front of me as an example

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Tresured Memories of Vaalparai

The most awaited one was my trip to Vaalparai. Not only because of the beauty of the place, but also because of the fact that it was long since I went out of Chennai for a tour. I had explored in the net about all the details of the places of visit in Vaalparai on the previous night. I went for the trip with my friend and her project mates. We were 20 of us including the van driver who joined us in Thirupur.

We reached Thirupur via Coimbatore Express at 6.15 in the morning. It was a bright morning with sun casting his rays through a less cloudy sky to show his arrival. One of our friends had arranged for tea and biscuits as energizer. It was refreshing as we were very tired after a less-sleep train journey. From there we had arranged for a van to reach Vaalparai via Pollachi. Thirupur to Pollachi was around 65Kms. Pollachi to Vaalparai was 64Kms round the hill. On the whole we set our journey to Vaalparai through an exciting road trip.

The van had stereo system and a TV to engage ourselves for the journey. Guys were as usual over-enthusiastic and were dancing for the latest fast numbers in Tamil like “Nakka Mukka” and few English songs like “Who let the dogs out…” It brought out huge smiles on everyone’s face. Since there was little space for all the guys to dance, they took turns and engaged us with their funny dancing steps. It was a full 2 and half hour entertainment and we all had exhausted the energy that we gained in the morning.

We reached Pollachi at around 9.00 A.M. and were already hungry. After filling our stomach with idlis and pongal we started our trip up the hill. It is advised either to eat something non-oily to your full-stomach or to not eat at all, on an uphill or downhill journey to avoid nausea. We bought few ‘Pulippu Mittai’ and lemon, for you know what! It was not a continuous journey to Vaalparai as we had plans to halt at 2 places. First one was Aliyar park.

When we entered it, I felt that it was like the usual parks. But its specialty was that, at the back side, there was a huge dam. After taking different shots of us at various places in the park, we climbed around 40 to 50 steps to reach the top to find a huge dam at the back. We decided to make use of our cameras to its fullest in the whole trip, so each of us took a minimum of 10 pics at this place itself. We gave different poses and the most remembered one for all of us was the pose given by two of our friends. They were standing in one leg with the other bent, like a ‘Rishi doing thavam’ on either side of the wall which was very high. I got really scared, as, if they had slipped their balance, they would directly fall into the huge dam. Once they got down, I thought to myself that these would be the craziest things they would remember doing on this trip and smiled to myself.

Our next place of halt was monkey falls. This was the one of the loveliest experience for me in this whole trip. I and my friend decided not to take bath in the falls as we had cold. We decided to just wet our legs and hands in the falls. The best moments in every human’s life would be the ones when they connected themselves with the nature. I saw the falls and I remembered the song “Chinna China Aasai” of the movie Roja. I closed my eyes and showed my hands in the water slowly. It was damn cold. The force along with the chillness made me to take my hands back immediately. It gave me a slight shock. But it was a lovely experience. I couldn’t resist myself not entering into the falls. I could see the same expression on my friend’s face. So we both decided to take bath no matter what. We pulled in 2 more girls who too were a little reluctant to enter. We four friends enjoyed under nature’s one of the loveliest creation. After 45 mins of our journey to heaven, we came out of the water and, I and my friend changed our wet clothes. We decided to dry ourselves under the hot sun and sat on the rocks for sometime. The warmth that the sun gave was perfect. It made us doze-off few minutes on the nearby rocks. We all noticed that the guys had climbed almost the top of the hill from where the falls originated. I told my friend “Now I know why this is called monkey falls” and we both laughed. Before we entered the van, a real naughty monkey took the chips packet from one of the guys’ hand and went up the tree. It was one the amusing experience we had there.

After having lovely time in the falls, we went back to the van to start our journey to the Anamalai mountain range’s top – Vaalparai. I loaded my mp3 player with Ilayaraja’s hits as those were the best to be listened on a journey to such a place. I slept off listening to the songs. At around 2.30P.M., we reached Vaalparai and the van stopped for few minutes and then it followed a bike in which the manager and our friend who arranged for the trip were riding. It was then that I woke up and saw the beauty of Vaalparai. I started feeling a little cold as my friend sun, which travelled with us till the falls, hid behind the clouds. I wore my sweater and looked around in the van. Many of them were in deep sleep. Our van was rounding the bends. My eyes were filled with green color and the pleasant smell of tea made me take deep breaths. I had a little head-ache and wanted to drink some tea. My friend too woke up after her quick nap. We both were really tired and our eyes were red. One of the guys said we would be reaching the house in few minutes and that lunch was waiting there, for us to be consumed, at the house in which we stayed.

Here I should mention about the house in which we stayed. It was a typical house at hill stations that we would see in movies. I loved it at the very sight of it. We were told that it was built in 1920 and still remained strong as it was, during the time of built. It had 5 huge rooms and a big sit-out. It had all the things that a normal house needed including TV and set-top box. The first thing I noticed was that, the house had no fans, but had a fireplace in each of the rooms. Then I realized how cold it would be in the nights and was a little scared as I am easily prone to wheezing. We five girls stayed in one room and the rest were accommodated accordingly. We took a quick bath and went to the dining room to fill our stomach. The food was prepared by the servants there and tasted as if it was homemade and was awesome.

It was nearly 4.30 I guess, and it was very cold. There was no sign of sun’s existence in Vaalparai. The very thought gave me a little scare as I am from Chennai, sun god’s own place. My hair was still wet. We all got dressed and gathered near the van. We set our journey to the next dam there. I started developing a little fever, but I decided not to spoil other’s trip by making an issue of it. I decided that dozing off for a while would give me the strength I needed for the next day. So I decided not to go. My friend said that she too would halt for me. We both slept off in the van and when we woke up it was dark. It was almost 3 hrs and others were not yet back. There was Chennai 28 movie CD in the van. So we both decided to see the movie. Just as the funny scene of Shiva’s love song got over, our friends arrived. They narrated their fun trip to the dam. They were accompanied by a dog which came from the beginning till they came back to van. They all took photos with the dog and said they had never seen such a faithful and loving dog in their lives.

We went for a quick shopping there and came back to the house and started preparing ourselves for a camp fire. After our dinner, we all gathered around the fire which reassured me that I will not die of cold. I went a little close to the fire and enjoyed its heat. Guys and girls were dancing and I was watching them dance. Everyone danced for the last song “Nakka Mukka” and then we all decided to play “Kola Kolaya Mundirika”. I always wondered what game would be best to play as a gang. And after this trip I decided that there could be no better game than this. Everyone was made to run and it was damn funny. After playing this game for a long time, we decided to play Anthakshari. We had to be awake till 12 as it was birth day of one our friends. At 12 we all celebrated her birthday and went to bed. Soon everyone went to deep sleep and none of us woke up in between in the mid night as we were more than tired.

I heard the alarm at 5 A.M. in the morning as we had planned for trekking at 6 A.M. in the hills of STANMORE tea estate, the place which was owned by the STANMORE group, who owned the house that we stayed in. I got up and got ready in 15 mins. My friend couldn’t get up, but after a tough effort from other four of us, she was made to wake up. I thought to myself “Poor Girl” and felt bad for her, as she was not used to getting up early. We went for trekking at 7 in the morning. It was not as cold as the previous day since I could see my pal sun smiling at me. I missed him a lot the previous day. After a quick tea, we all set out for trekking. It was a memorable journey. We saw wild animals like Bison, Cheetah. We were told that there could be wild elephants, squirrels and lions. I was really excited. I decided that I should compensate this journey by doing crazy things, as I missed the previous day’s fun trip to dam. I listened to all the stories that the guide told us, from how the wild lions ate 6 children there, to, how he had a near death experience coz of a wild elephant. Just then, he caught a leach and said there was plenty of it in the tea fields. He said that it would suck blood only after 5 to 10 mins. One of the guys asked him to leave that leach in his hand. He took pic with it. I said I too wanted it in my hand and took it. That was the craziest thing that I did in Vaalparai. I cannot forget it!

We were listening to songs in the rest of the trekking journey and went back to van at around 11A.M. We had walked 6 Kms for about 3 hours. I could never imagine myself doing this on a regular day. The place where we had stationed our van was another house. It was one of a well known house there, since it was one of the houses where British lived, before independence. It had all the furniture they used during that time. It also had a swing in which I and my friend were swinging and playing. We took an awesome live video too. From there we went back to our house, saw TV for some time. This was the only time we relaxed at that house in the whole trip. After taking a little time off from this eventful weekend, we again started getting ready for our trip to the river.

Karamalai River was a picturesque place to see in Vaalparai. We went there by noon. Almost everyone except me took bath in the river. I decided to enjoy the scenery and wanted to spend time for myself or rather, I wanted to be alone for sometime with the nature. So I was sitting on a rock and listening to awesome songs and collecting pebbles. I saw my friends taking bath, swimming and having fun in the river. The river and the flow of the water in between the rocks was really a sight to behold. I was more than jubilant to watch the sight. The river, trees around, and sound of water took me back to my childhood. I realized the very existence of me. I discovered a photographer in me. I took few photos in the digi-cam that we had, but my eyes were taking 100 photos of every lovely thing around me. I and my friend played the game of who throws the pebbles at a longer distance. Soon we saw many joining us to play the same game. With that beautiful place, we closed our trip in Vaalparai. The memories of that place will remain deep in my mind forever.

Our return journey started by 3.30 P.M. in the noon and this time we dint have any halt. From Vaalparai we reached erode. At erode we went to one of our friends’ house to have our dinner. Tamilians are known for their hospitality. This is a well known fact. I experienced that when I went to her house, as her family was really sweet in welcoming all of us. They provided dinner which was more than filling. We caught our train to Chennai at Erode junction at 9 in the night. We reached Chennai by 4 in the morning and I caught the train to Urapakkam, my home.

I came back home and switched on the TV to relax myself. While I was changing channels I stopped at CHUTTI T.V. The upcoming cartoon was “Doravil Payanangal”. I smiled to myself and decided to pen-down my experiences.

To know more about Vaalparai click here - http://www.valparai.com

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

It was a fine day- Or not?

It was a fine day. Of course why wouldn’t Sunday be a fine day for anyone! I woke up late like other Sundays and spent some quality time watching T.V. I am never home during the weekends. I spend time with my friends back in the main city. As I live in Urapakkam, I had to travel all the way back to the City (Mambalam) where I roam. It was a similar day, where I had gone to Russian Culture center for a seminar on free software movement and from there went to Pondy-Bazzar with my friend Shrividhya, to shop for my trip to Vaalparai. I was really excited about the trip which we would be going the following weekend. We both were in good shopping mood and got few things. It was already 9 in the night and I had to hurry to T-Nagar bus stop to catch my 9.15 bus to Urapakkam.

After roaming around the bus stop for few minutes, I managed to catch a bus that had a board ‘G18 Thyagaraya Nagar to Guduvanchery’ both in English and Tamil. I realized that there were people like me who were roaming around searching the busy bus stop for the same bus and I guess many had not spotted the bus at that point. I got into the bus and looked around for a corner seat. My eyes scanned from the first through the last row in the bus – both ladies’ side and the common side (or rather gents’s side). There was a window seat in the last row! And by the time I started moving to that seat, I saw someone hurrying to the same seat. I decided not to show out the embarrassment that I felt at that point and sat in the nearby seat that was empty. It was second row from the door and there was a girl sitting next to me, near the window side. When you don’t get what you need, you tend to think all the best things on what you got. That way, I felt happy to be in my seat as it was nearby to the door, which means I don’t have to walk a long way to get down from the bus. Within a matter of few seconds the bus got almost full.

These are the few minutes where you think about Indian population and give a sigh. But then, I told myself “So you work for software company, and you have A.C. at office. That doesn’t mean you have to show off too much as if you are from US of A” and laughed to myself! I love Chennai, but when the topic of humidity comes, I am defeated, coz, no matter how much you argue with other state people, you have to accept to the fact that Chennai is hot and humid. It was 9 in the night and everyone around me was sweating and so was I.

I wiped my sweat off now and then with the tissue paper and with my hanky which was already wet. I could hear everyone’s prayer – “Please god, let the driver start the bus!” Finally I could see some smiles which meant that the driver was in his seat and about to start the bus. Just then, I remembered to take the money out of my bag to get my ticket to Urapakkam. “Gosh, what a big process”, I told myself. I started getting the attitude of a typical software engineer of being lazy! Finally, after a thorough search inside my Infosys RETL bag, I found my purse. “Happada. Enna kodumai saravana idhu!” I told a little loud and saw the girl next to me smile at my comment. I smiled back. I finally managed to reach my hand near to the bus conductor between a crowed of women and got the ticket. I thought to myself - This is it! no more tension, no more worries. All I have to do now is to sit back, relax and reach Urapakkam and from there take my Scooty and reach home!

These days no one likes to bore themselves by sitting idle in the bus. They either talk to their friends or listen to the radio. If I had a friend in here, then it would be the girl sitting next to me who smiled at my comment. But she already had her headset onto her ears, so I had to do the same. I took out my mobile and was happily listening to the songs and messaging my friends.

There are few things that you always treasure and are really possessive about! My Nokia N70M was one of those kinds. I took real good care of my mobile. I tried all sorts of cover from the bullet proof jacket type to brittle plastic type previously. Nothing worked for me. After few days, I thought to myself that my hand would be the best cover for it, when it is taken out of my bag. One can understand the importance of a mobile only if they had broken it or lost it during some accident. It’s really painful. Guys, yes, they do feel, but are not too comfortable sharing it with others. But girls, they are different. To them mobile is their world and if it’s lost, they feel a lot, I mean they show it out! Yes, I am that kind, though I like my mobile for a different reason than getting calls. To me, more than the call I get, I like the features that my mobile had. I had stored loads of songs, my favorite ones and had made playlists. I had stored my favorite pics. I used Bluetooth now and then, and above all I stored the important dates in it. It was my world. And yes, majorly, I had fought a lot with my dad to get this mobile. My argument was – “Appa, enaku theriyum enakku enna venumnu. I am getting this mobile in my salary ok. You don’t have to pay a penny! Chumma eppapaaru kozhandai maadiri treat panna vendiyadhu. Cha!” And on Jan 17, I got this mobile. I promised my dad that I will not loose this mobile as I lost my previous mobile - Nokia 3230. From that day till date, I had protected my mobile from the hot sun and heavy rains. I would get wet so as to protect my mobile from getting wet. I remember a day, when my onsite coordinator asked me why I dint pick the call at 8 P.M. to discuss the updates that I had to give for the day. I had to explain him that i was on travel and how it was raining and how I had to protect my mobile,to not to get it wet. Yes, my mobile means a lot to me.

I was listening to the song and there were constant noises from the crowd that was standing. The bus stopped in the regular stops. The No. of crowd getting down was directly proportional to the no. of crowd getting into the bus. No matter how many stops came, the amount of people in the bus remained same! In one stop, a lady with a kid in her hand, got into the bus. Everyone should give seats to old people, pregnant ladies and ladies with small babies, if they were standing. It’s the culture and the courtesy that I learnt being in Chennai. There were many following it, but it was followed less in crowded buses. But, I felt that the women and the kiddo needed a seat badly. So I was looking around to find an empty seat and found that I had only a little space to even turn my head around. So realizing that there was no empty seat, I got up to give my seat to her. She was thanking me with her pleasant smile. I smiled back and said “Ukkarunga!”. I gave my bag to the girl who was sitting near the window corner and stood up. I kept my mobile’s head-set inside my bag as it was very hard to listen to songs when you were standing. People literally fall on you during the sudden breaks that the driver applies when there is an over speeding car or bike going in the front. So I rounded the headset like a mosquito coil and kept deep inside my bag, closed its zip and ensured twice that it was closed properly. Little soon did I realize that the mobile was still in my hand. I would irritate a lot of people if I repeated the same process, this time to keep my mobile inside. So I told to myself, “Konjam stopping daan! So kailaye vechikalam” and was holding the second row seat corner tight so that I don’t fall, when the next break was applied.

To everyone’s surprise the bus was running smooth for a long time and the cool breeze vaporized the sweat on everyone’s face. Always there goes a saying that “A long silence is broken by a huge tornado” or something like that. I realized the importance of that saying. It was a huge sudden break that the driver applied. No one in the bus expected it! “Thud” a woman hit my elbow and there went my mobile – out of the window. I know that you people would be laughing at this point that I had wrapped up my story into so many paragraphs to explain this! But, yes, it was a horrible thing that happened to me day before yesterday at 10.15 P.M.

Before I realized what had happened, the bus started to move. I realized that my hand was empty, which meant my mobile had fallen down. Where? Where? Oh my goodness… I am dead!

I pushed people around me having a little hope that it had fallen into the bus. But I did remember me seeing it fall outside the window. My heart was racing. I had to stop the bus somehow. I remembered the cost – Rs.10000/- I am dead! And that minute the driver stopped the bus. It was Perungalathur stopping. I got down in a hurry. I had no time to shout at that woman. All that was running in my mind was to find the mobile that had fallen down. I knew that I should have very less hope on this. But still, we do hear at times about miracles. I wished for a miracle – a miracle of my mobile to have landed safely into someone’s hand. But no… How could that be? The bus was on the run when this happened. Whatever! Please let me find my mobile, no matter however and whatever state it is in! As soon as I got down from the bus, I got an auto and explained briefly what had happened and asked the automan’s help in finding my mobile.

To my luck, the automan was a good fellow. He realized my state and agreed to drive the auto, to locate the broken pieces of my mobile. By this time I was sure of that, since I saw 3 to 4 buses at 50 Kmph going on the same road. So I decided to somehow locate and find whatever was left out on the road. And after a complete scanning on each and every spot on the road every second, I was able to locate my world! Yes, it was broken as expected. I got too excited seeing that and wanted to pick that immediatly before one more bus ran over it. I asked the automan to stop and was watching the broken mobile. I ran towards the mobile, not realizing that a lorry was speeding behind me. The auto driver pulled me back and it was then that I realized the mistake I had done. He scolded me badly for reacting so! I was already wiping my tears off and now I started crying like a baby. He realized it and immediately started consoling me. He asked me to sit down inside the auto and said he would get me the broken pieces. I followed his instruction and was half sitting in the auto with my head peeping out to see if he is getting all the pieces.

He looked around to see if there was any vehicle coming towards him and after thorough examination, he picked few things. Finally he came running towards the auto and I got out eagerly to look into his hands. There were horribly broken pieces of my mobile. The screen and the front side VGA cam were gone. The battery and the sim-card were the only things that were not damaged. I consoled myself and asked the auto man to drop me back to the bus stop. He consoled me all the way, but none of his words went into my head. Finally I reached the stop, told him thanks 3 to 4 times, gave him 30Rs. and waited for the next bus to come.

I still had 2 more stops to reach my destination. After 15 mins. of me scolding myself for my carelessness, I found a bus stopping near me. Realizing that it was a bus to my destination, I got in. Everyone looked at me as my eyes were red and swollen. Conductor was scared to come near me, but he had to, to collect the money for the ticket. He slowly asked me where I had to go, and I said in a low voice “Urapakkam onnu” and gave him 7Rs. No one in the bus spoke. I am sure everyone made their own prediction of my tears. I never bothered about their strange looks. To me my world is broken into pieces. And I couldn’t think of anything. The driver applied the break slowly, and the conductor called out “Urapakkam”. I realized that it was my stop and got down having my head down. I was silent. I had never been silent for such a long time. I slowly moved towards my vehicle and started it to go home. It was one horrible experience, yes it was!!!!!!!

The First pic I took in my mobile - My dad at Subhiksha show room. It is the place from where I bought N70M on 17th Jan 2008.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

SONG THAT I LOVE.....

TRULY MADLY DEEPLY.....

I’ll be your dream, I’ll be your wish,
I’ll be your fantasy...
I’ll be your hope, I’ll be your love,
be everything that you need…
I’ll love you more with every breath
TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY do…
I will be strong I will be faithful
’coz I’m counting on
a new beginning
a reason for livinga
deeper meaning yeah…

I wanna stand with you on the mountain…
I wanna bathe with you in the sea…
I wanna lay like this forever…
Until the sky falls down on me…

And when the stars are shining in the velvet sky…
I’ll make a wish send it to heaven
then make you want to cry…
The tears of joy for all the pleasure
in the certainty…
That we’re surrounded
by the comfort and protection of
the highest powersin lonely hours
the tears devour you…

I wanna stand with you on the mountain…
I wanna bathe with you in the sea…
I wanna lay like this forever…
Until the sky falls down on me…

Oh can you see it baby…
You don’t have to close your eyes…
it’s standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come…

I’ll be your dream, I’ll be your wish,
I’ll be your fantasy...
I’ll be your hope, I’ll be your love,
be everything that you need…
I’ll love you more with every breath
TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY do…
Oh…oh…

I wanna stand with you on the mountain…
I wanna bathe with you in the sea…
I wanna lay like this forever…
Until the sky falls down on me…

And I wanna stand with you on the mountain…
I wanna bathe with you in the sea…
I wanna lay like this forever…
Until the sky falls down on me…